I don’t plan on coming tomorrow
Forgive me for bothering you
This fog of uncertainty
icing every particle in my bones
I know it may be sweet
Forgive me for ignoring you
But I can’t think about tomorrow
It’s unknown nature
Imprisoned me alone
I was once ready for tomorrow
Forgive me for leaving you
These lasting worries
Entangled in lovecraftian fears
I eagerly waited for tomorrow
Now that it’s here
I feel a bitter taste
A black foreign tea
I heard it’s certainly coming
This losing battle
Dust inhabiting the floor
I still have nothing to sweep
I once lived tomorrow
It wasn’t as expected
It wasn’t as sweet
I know I will be sleeping
Tomorrow, on a different bed
In colorless sheets
Tomorrow
I thought it would be brighter
But I have become incapacitated
Like wooden trees
I hope you understand
It’s pushing against my nature
I have no power
I am not whom I wanted to be
Tomorrow wasn’t as planned
I didn’t mean to hurt you
Amputate these bloody hands
I witnessed you choking
On left over treats
Tomorrow
Was a sad melody
That you couldn’t feel
Forgive me for escaping
You’re not who they want
It’s the murderous pig
Trying to break free
I fostered this ghost
In a cabin named tragedy
Protect him from tomorrow
Horrors he couldn’t see
In my head
Tomorrow
Was a sinking ship
Sails are tearing
Lost in the dead sea
Tomorrow
There was a kind man
Ridden by fear
Is that how he felt?
St. Augustine
I want to stay in today
Forgive me for scaring you
I am not asking for much
I hope we never meet
I am sorry for abandoning you
Words are decomposing
Forgive me for writing this
I just think you should leave
