‘Autoerotic Asphyxiation’ by iukinim

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Unfulfilled lust for the unreachable
Screams tearing my lungs apart
This sea of pleasure will never soothe my numbing heart
An incestuous relationship with both parties’ disagreement
Constant struggle for everlasting fulfillment
It’s not sadness my darling, it’s nothing
A moon-sized hole carved into my soul

This lust for something
Something i can’t recognize
Something i cannot fathom

 

A spider shaped creature pushes me around
Forcing me to submerge in my sins
Am i the one to blame or is it the damned beast?

 

Give me armies of men
Give me a harem of women
Give me oceans of wealth
Give me something i do desire

What i desire is nothing
Only the flesh eating lust for something unattainable by mere men
Something that would force tartarus to hide his face in shame
Something only you and i would understand

Appetite for nothing and everything
The constant craving of being consumed
Devoured by my own shame and ardor
Ingurgitated by the world and its pleasures

 

Now the hollow is getting larger
The flames are burning the edges
Only getting wider with every breath
Eternal void of man
Man with his half empty cup
A half empty cup while rivers are at sight

Eden is caught up in flames
Animals screaming
Trees weeping
And you my dear, are watching with delight

A quest for a being so pure
Such a saintly entity
With a serenading odor
Which would humiliate Astraea

 

You, and i my dear
Both lost in this voyage
A voyage of lust
Lusting for lust itself

But eden fell in flames
The ruins are not luscious
The bodies are putrid
The air is profane
The ambrosial lust is gone

 

This wretched world has nothing left
But don’t woe my dearest
it’s not the end
The lust will vanish
The lust for nothing
The lust for everything
In the purifying purgatory
In which we will fill the lust
The lust for the unsung

 

Please my beloved
Let this stop not be the end
nevertheless the beginning
The dawn of a new excursion
An excursion in decease

 

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